Who knows ...
Please, forgive me .... Yes, I do .. but it still hurts so much. There are a lot of moments during the day when I forget to breathe and I don´t hear the beating of my heart. I feel sick when I am alone, I need people around me. Loneliness kills me.
I didn´t eat a lot. Although my stomach is hungry, my mind doesn´t accept anything. I can´t remember if I slept at night. "Nightmares" were flying above me. How long I will have to suffer? When my heart will be alright again?
TOHLE byl jen začátek. Snad už je všemu konec.
07.04.2009 22:04:01















